This is my first real post in here. i never really use this journal because i love my livejournal and all my friends but today i couldn't log in in Lj so i decided to post here.
Well, i did some changes around here. I change the layout. i can't resist a flower layout. i besides the last layoput i didn't like it that much. one thing that i love about livejournal is that they offer a lot of layout but on the other side i wish we could customize a little the layouts. also, i add music and books.
my current obsession with music:
On TV:
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This show make one of the most drastic decision ever made in one television series. I still think it wasn't the best decision but the show totally improve since the last two seasons. The OC started the fourth season with a bang. marissa is dead. ryan and julie can't deal with her death so they seek for revenge. Summer moves on with her life but she can't deal with the fact that her best friend is dead. The show is so much better now than it was last year. Even that i think that it wasn't the best decion to kill off marissa, the show totally revamp. If you loose faith in this show, please watch it because i tell you that the oc is back!
I'm going to keep posting in this journal so expect more posts in here.
What's your favorite heartbreak song?
Submitted by esta86.
There are so many songs but i think my favorite songs it must be from celine dion. that woman always kills me with those songs. my heart will go on, it's all comnig back to me, all by myself, because you loved me.
i know that i'm not the biggest fan of celine dion but this songs are so amazing and so heratbreaking.
It's just. notebook. paper.
(Can't I have my one little thing, ever? EVER?!)
Like the shining winner I am, I was home with my mom last night watching a series of very interesting documentaries on abnormal human behaviors. There were a few on people with "savant syndome" (f.k.a. idiot savants), child murderers, and general deviant behaviors.
Me: Ugh, that reminds me of this one perversion I read about a few years ago, frottage.
Mom: Oh God, there are CHEESE perverts?
Me: ...that's fromage, Mom. Fromage.
LIFE IS YUCKY AND VERY STRESSFUL RIGHT NOW. AND I AM OUT OF VODKA. AND IT IS SUNDAY THEREFORE I WILL NOT GET ANY. WOE.
I was never "in love" with Michael. We were on/off for years and we always had fun. He was kind to me, took care of me, and was overall an incredibly respectful gentleman. And despite my best attempts to live in perpetual denial, I know he was genuinely in love with me. Even though the majority of the time I find myself missing his friendship more than anything, I can't help but stop and think: Gosh, had we just gotten engaged when I was fresh out of high school like he wanted, I wouldn't be in this suffocating financial mess that I'm in now. I'd be living in a really nice home out in the country. With a few fancy cars and a garden and a pool and lots of time to spend with our little blonde-haired, blue-eyed babies (and God, they would have been cute) toddling around with the farm animals. I would have the best mother-in-law in the world. I would never, ever have to worry about money. I could have gone to UW Vancouver at my leisure and into the career I really love. It just would have been...so nice, and easy. And I almost feel like an ungreatful, self-centered brat for thinking that wasn't good enough for me. I was looking a gift horse in the mouth when there are billions of people living in poverty and would readily sacrifice something like "true love" when they could have a meal on their table three times a day.
Ahem, I tend to get really emo when I send off one month's payment of $500+ to my student loan company, forcing me to live with my 1) family 2) shitty cell phone 3) junky camera. :)
hi, everyone!!!!! This is my first post here. I'm really happy. I love this place. it's so easy to use. I already add a lot of videos and music. i still need to do a book list because i love reading but i still don't know which books i want to put in my list since i have a lots of books. Maybe tomorrow or later i'm going to post music.
